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From frustration to clarity

The past week has been strange learning curve for me. From failing an assignment to getting a fine to being confronted as to what I have to do with my future. My aunt and uncle asked me what I was going to do after I come back from Indo. What career am I going to pursue? What's the Indo school project? What do I want to do?

After that I prayed and seeked His will. Out of my frustration I needed to find clarity. And I found clarity at church during the praise&worship. God spoke and said:
-I gave you the fine because you need to realise that you are no longer a student. And no longer being a student means you need to get serious and your act together in regards to your future.
-you have blurred vision after August because you need to sit down and dwell on My word and seek My will. Again remember what I have said to you on your birthday about sitting down and pondering My word and I will give you My visions.
-as we were singing a song about our city and how God has a purpose for everyone in their city. And God spoke to me through this song in that Sydney is my city. Steph you are not going anywhere. You have to do what you have studied and I will show you where to go to next. Yes Indo is part of your vision but it is not yout destination right now. Remember that you are originally sent to Indo in July by Me to search the city of Jakarta. Look at what needs to be done. Look at what can be changed and/or improved. He reminded me that Jakarta is now my destination now because there are people here in Sydney that need you.

So the lesson learnt here is that you grow and learn from experience. So don't run away from the experiences that are difficult. Face them head on with His Spirit and you'll surely be able to overcome.

posted by tephiee @ 11:36 PM